Today has just not been a good day for me. It is beautiful outside, the world seems OK for a change and there is really no reason for this but today the Black Dog is winning.
I have been interviewing for a job and I think it is going well but the interview process has been very long and there is still no resolution. I don’t know at this point if I have a good shot at it or not. The things the hiring manager said in closing today left me wondering if it was the start of letting me down easy…
So now the Black Dog is winning. Today anyway.
This is when it is hardest for me to resist food. The comfort of food. Home alone right now, sitting here trying to wrestle the situations around in my head. Food calls.
I resist. It is hard. There is good food in the house, healthy foods but even healthy foods are not so good when eaten to excess and right now as I sit typing this I want to raid the kitchen and eat everything in sight.
This will pass. I think I can weather this storm.
Today I am letting the Black Dog win.
Tomorrow I will stick him in the kennel and try to move along without him for a while.