The New Year Starts
I woke this morning with hope of a long walk at the track. Freezing rain changed my mind. Instead I watched the Bowl Games, played a little on the computer, went to the Home Improvement store for a few things. In other words, I lay around all day….
I haven’t stepped on a scale in two day. I know I was bad… It’s OK. Back at it today. Watched what I ate. Ate less.
My Emotional State.
This time of year can be hard. People who fight depression have it hard at this time of year. What should be a joyous season is, for many, a time when the fight becomes more difficult. This is true for me. This time of year has always been difficult and this year is not any easier.
I am missing my friend KEB. She moved to California from South Carolina and this distance, and the time difference makes contact harder. KEB is my longest suffering friend. We have known each other since I was 13 and she was 11. We have been through a great deal together and I miss her. This time of year is always an emotional roller coaster. Missing friends Like KEB, missing my mother, who loved this time of year. I am missing Joe, my closest friend, who dressed as Santa every year and visited his friends dropping off small gifts and pastries to celebrate the holidays.
The longer nights and shorter days, driving to and from work in the dark, rarely seeing sunlight… It all conspires to make this a difficult time of year.
The tough thing for me is to avoid feeding the emotions with food.
Doing OK this year on that front. But it isn’t easy to stay upbeat when I find myself missing people dear to me.
Plans and more Plans..
I have mentioned my desire to ride 4,500 miles and to ride in several key rides this year. There is another plan and I have decided to make it public but first some background.
I am not a runner. I am not built for running. Unlike my brothers who have long legs for their heights, I have very short legs for my height. My 73” frame has legs that are only 32 inches long. That is about 2-3 inches short of correct for my torso. Put another way, I should be 75-76 inches tall.
The issue is that these short legs make me top-heavy. I look like a stumbling drunk when I run and I am slower than a snail on ice.
Never much liked running for those reasons.
That said, in my high school years I did some trail running and really enjoyed it.
Ok, enough background and back to the plan.
I have asked my friend JL to work with me and help me train for a half marathon. I want to be ready to do it in the fall. Yes, Me. A half Marathon. On purpose.
So I have put it out there and now I am committed to doing it.
Happy New Year
To all who take the time to read this blog, I wish you all a Happy and Healthy New Year. I hope your plans and goals are all realized and achieved.